Hi everyone, just thought I would let you all know I am much better now and more able to think straight. I seem to have been putting one step forward and two backward for some time. One more small increase in my new medication should do the trick.
I do not have lung or bowel cancer and checking my stomach on The 15th May with a gastronomy. The pain there is nowhere near as bad as before. Thank heavens. I have come to the conclusion that the agoraphobia with panic attacks was what was causing the worst.
Two weeks ago I had to have Minx put down. She had been poisoned and her kidneys collapsed.My son helped me through it all thank goodness. I would never have managed on my own. I feel a part of me is missing.
Have been playing on G+ with different communities where one doesn't really have to think which was a godsend for a time. I am beginning to want more now..I find the atmosphere there really nice too.
Hope you are all well and to be back with you real soon. Take care everyone.